Saturday, August 12, 2017

The Unspoken Pain

The unspoken pain.. This morning was a rough morning for Jamie. She was in so much pain. It is so hard to tell what hurts her and what does not. If she is whining that is all she does, but when she cries with tears and her face is upset, there is something terribly wrong with her!! Wow..I never seen her look like that. My whole household was upset, my sister was crying, and my heart was racing. I was packing her bag because now it's time to go to the hospital, I was scared for her and we didn't know what was wrong with her. I gave her ibuprofen but she still kept crying..I got her in the car racing the lights and nervous. All of a sudden she was fine, she was laughing and life was good. I kept looking in my mirror to see if she was okay. Maybe the pain med kicked in, I was still a little worried. We drove around for about an hour places that was close to her hospital in case it was still needed and I bought her some McDonalds and then we came home. She fell off to sleep and she is doing well. I am not sure what that was all about. I don't know if she was just emotional, whether she just wanted to go for a ride, whether her head was hurting her, something was bothering her. When you have a loved one with Multiple disabilities and is non-verbal, you have to take cues and realize what is considered "normal" and what isn't! i have to keep Jamie covered with prayer b cause even I don't know what is best for her, but I am glad she is better in Jesus name, Amen.

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